
As most of you know, 2010 was not my favorite year. I had a terrible blow in August which I haven't gotten over yet. Most days in 2010 I felt like I was going through the motions, doing what I had to do to get through the work week & feeling bitter that I didn't get to see more of my children. When I began to dig deep & figure out why 2010 was so hard (other than the obvious job situation), I found a common denominator.... somehow along the way, we stopped going to church. Before you judge--have you ever tried to tote twins to church? It is HARD! When we did make it to church, we were so focused on keeping them quiet & still & popping cheerios in their mouth that we got nothing out of the service. We came home & asked each other--what was the sermon about?? and wondering if people were criticizing our terrible parenting!! Unfortunately our church does not have childcare...so we just stopped going. I really love church (I was voted most likely to become a nun in highschool)! I love the music, the fellowship, the advice, the prayers, weekly communion & came to realize without that start to the week, my life became mundane & when I was dealt that blow in August it became almost more than I could swallow without God. I can't do this alone! So as a family we have decided that we are starting 2011 by going to church every Sunday. Which also means, we are looking into other churches that provide nursery care during services so mommy & daddy can enjoy adult services. We had a wonderful visit today at a new church. Patrick & I both felt God speaking to us...exactly the things we had talked of the night before were literally there in black & white this morning (I mean literally on a powerpoint presentation). Kind of spooky! The girls enjoyed dressing up & are always up for a new adventure including socializing with other kiddos. Here are my other resolutions to keep me honest:
--eating breakfast every day. I did this when I was pregnant & when I went back to work... well I preferred the extra 10 minutes of sleep
--no fast food! For the record---I don't count Subway or salads as fast food--I am talking hamburgers, fried stuff, etc.
--eating fruit everyday.
--reading every night. I have given up most TV, yes even All My Children after 18 years! I just don't have time to follow TV shows anymore. So my goal is to replace TV with more reading.
Here's to a happier & healthier 2011!